It's a fine line being friends with someone who you could potentially date. Especially when you're spending a lot of time together one on one doing date like things. Even when you can keep your own emotions under control (as I so gracefully can), you can't exactly control the emotions of others.
The great thing about Corey Matthews is that... he's Corey Matthews. And while I get to spend scads of time with him... I'm still very aware of Topanga. Topanga loves Corey. She's said herself that she always will- but we're all still besties. I've even given a good bit of thought about dating Topanga- who wouldn't? Topanga is amazing. But... We both are super into Corey. Topanga is off limits on that alone. Bradley/Corey/Topanga love triangle? No sir. I like to keep my geometry as simple as possible, thank you very much.
Anywho, as I spend more and more time with Corey I start to be aware of how this could be affecting Topanga and I feel bad about it. I love hanging out with Corey (even if hanging out means we're submerged in date-like interactions of which I don't mind at all) but I've also been really into someone before and seen them spending a lot of time with someone else who feels the same and it feels like crap. You can't help but feel jealous- I KNOW I do.
Ugh. Maybe I'm just over thinking this. It's definitely not the first time I've over thought something before. And the biggest thing I think I should remember- we're all friends. This isn't a competition. Corey, Topanga, and I are besties for reals. More importantly- we're adults. And adults are mature. Right?
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